Bring it on

I still haven't been able to figure out how it happens that one day you feel like nothing makes sense and then without a warning, a couple of days later and with no obvious reason, your world is full of strawberries, smiling people and fluffy little birds who sing the sweetest songs? It's the best feeling when out of the blue, suddenly things are just right. And no, just in case you're going to be all smart on me again, I'm not on drugs. And haven't fallen in love either. And I'm not drunk. Maybe a little bit crazy, but I think we've established now that this is the standard condition and we're all ok with it.

I have been fascinated for a while with how these sudden changes occur. Often they seem rather unrelated to anything and in fact just fall on you like a random autom leaf. I'm grateful when it happens and embrace the change of wind as if it was an unexpected present- which, I guess it is.

I'm feeling very much at peace with myself at the moment, although there's a lot of changes coming up and it's not like everything is just smooth and pretty. But I feel like I'm in a good spot and I can deal with everything.

Woody Allen once said: What if nothing exists and we're all in somebody's dream? Or what's worse, what if only that fat guy in the third row exists? Today, I say, I don't care. I can handle everything. Even the fat guy in the third row. Bring it on.